Saturday, November 06, 2004

Could we ever really have had your vote?

Sad American said:


It's been two days since John Kerry conceded, and all I am seeing, hearing and reading from the Democratic party is that you guys think you lost on "moral values."

I wonder why?

You seem to think this means nothing more than opposition to gay marriage. You seem to think that Bush voters waited in line for hours to stick it to the queers, to tell those faggots how much we hate them!
You know, I'm with you on this. That's what I would like to believe too so I'm going to join you. It's been the party line, your party line, by the way, that the ant-gay vote is what brought out the moralists in the swing states.

I personally believe that, although there may be a bunch of nuts who "hate" gays, there aren't enough to put Bush over the top. Nothing could be further from the truth.

Thank Zeus.

Who'd want to stand next to these folks in line at their polling place?





So then, where does that leave us?

Maybe Bush didn't win. There's gaining evidence that it's possible. Take a look at this:

And And this:

But let's not get off the subject or anything... that's not why you wrote. We're talking about your vote.

Many Bush voters, like myself, were not happy to be voting for the President's re-election. Many Bush voters agonized over our decision and cast our vote in fear, trepidation, and trembling.
Agony. I know it well. And my misery welcomes your company.


Many of us would have given our left arms for a Democrat we could have supported. Because I am too young to be as disillusioned as I am, and because I know that one-party rule is not good for my country, and because it is my deepest wish to see the Democratic party change into one I can give my whole-hearted support, [...]
Look, you are old enough to grow up. I'm 41 so I'm really, really old, but I'm really immature. Believing that you are always going to have the perfect candidate, that the guy is going to give you shivers like you're still on your first date, is beyond illusioned, it's kind of naive -- and I hate that word so I use it reluctantly.

During the '92 primaries I couldn't vote for Clinton because of his "women problems." If he couldn't handle his private life, I didn't think I could trust him with the country. But when it came down to him or Dole, I trusted Clinton more. And the '90's worked out pretty well, I was right about the women problems but it was his private life. When it came to the country, he left us with a pretty nice rainy day budget surplus. One that my depression-era grandmother would approve of.

This time around I couldn't support Dean because I happened to work with Joe Trippi, his campaign manager a long, long time ago during our years of "youthful indiscretion" and still don't trust him. But if Dean had the nomination and I respected his core values more than his opponent's, I would suck it up and vote for Dean. Lesser of two evils... yadayadayada. I hope I live long enough to see the day of the third, fourth, and fifth party candidates...


I am going to explain why you didn't get my vote, and how you can get it in the future.
And I'm going to listen.

First, for context, let me give you a bit about my perspective: I am a single, heterosexual, college-educated woman in my late 20's with an annual income of about $30,000. I live in a solidly red state in the South,
You know my age, I'm recently married. No kids (can't afford them). Didn't finish college (still might). Don't make as much money as you do. Live in a solid blue state but grew up in the South and just got back from a 12-day road trip to visit my parents there.

[the South,]the region you guys wrote off entirely without even trying to persuade us to vote for you.
Um, that swings both ways. Even though I live in a blue state, there's a big red county (may be the biggest) just south of me that shares the same TV stations. I don't think I saw a single Bush or Kerry ad at all, except what I sought out on the web. I don't have cable (can't afford it) so maybe there was something down there... but I don't think you should take this personally. One candidate spends all their money in the swings states, the other has to keep up. I would imagine that the richer candidate -- yours -- probably set the precedents. Hence, money wasn't spent trying to persuade either one of us... just an FYI

I am not an ideologue, and I experience painful ambivalence about many political issues. The notion of an abortion makes me queasy, but I don't want Roe vs. Wade overturned. I have friends who've been impregnated by rape and friends who found out late in their third trimesters that they were carrying babies too malformed to ever have normal lives. The pictures of Iraqi children who've lost arms from the bombs my tax dollars bought make me shed tears,
Right there with you on that. I personally don't know how you could vote for someone who is so staunchly anti-choice though. However, I've heard GOP pundits like David Frum and various Republican bloggers voice their support for choice with "some restrictions." I wonder who will decide where the line is drawn? It sounds, from this side, like the loudest voices and the hardest workers on your side are the ones who believe that life begins at conception, period. In that case, I think that both of your friends, the one who was raped and the one who was carrying a malformed fetus would be up shit creek. Er, I mean they would be wallowing in poopy diapers... you know what I mean... I hope that the one with the medical problems already had health insurance and doesn't lose their job or anything ... pre-existing conditions being exempt from coverage and all...

but I recognize that the war was the right thing to do, given the information we had available at the time the decision was made.
Well, here we part ways. Drastically. I don't recognize this in any way shape or form. I could give you lots and lots of links and evidence and timelines of what was know by whom and when but I'll spare all that rehashing. I will share just one link with you. I often hear than we lefties never had any plans or ideas or offers of our own. That's simply not true. We have many of our own think tanks and such. One of the ideas that was out there before the war was declared was "Preemptive Democracy." I think it would have worked -- at least as well as the mess we've made so far -- and probably much better. It would have truly liberated the Iraqi people, if that is, indeed, what this war was intended to do. There have been so many reasons floated for why we went to war, I am only assuming that this is the one you are referring to... maybe not... we'll see...

I had no health insurance for three years, but I'm still, hesitantly, not in favor of socialized medicine.
I really don't know what it is that scares people so much about "socialized medicine." When I was growing up I remember hearing about the long lines that the socialists had to wait in to see doctors. In places like England and Germany and Canada. I don't know about you, but I've had to wait months to see a doctor at my HMO -- when I had coverage at an HMO. It was kind of a nightmare, but nothing compared to the horror stories I've read in the paper about folks dying because they can't see doctors in time. Would socializing medicine help? I don't know. Would regulation help? You bet it would. Or if you disagree with that, how about some deregulation? Like allowing Americans to get drugs from Canada? Bush makes so many contradictions when it comes to health care that it makes me ill!

And what about returning Reservists? Did you know that the Bush Administration has successfully fought including Active-Duty Reservists and Guardsmen who are currently fighting in Iraq and Afghanistan in the Military Health Care Plan, TriCare? These guys are going over there to fight, losing their health care from their regular jobs, coming back disabled and sometimes unable to work again and then only getting coverage from the VA for two years!

Benefits Information for National Guard and Reserve Personnel: Veterans who serve on active duty in a theater of combat operations during a period of war after November 11, 1998 or in combat against a hostile force during a period of hostilities are eligible for hospital care, medical services, and nursing home care for a period of two years from their date of discharge.

Now we can get all outraged about our vets who are mistreated and end up homeless and unable to see a doctor... can we not muster the same sympathy for a child of a mother who is working full time but without benefits and can't afford insurance? Or the retired senior whose husband's company was sold and pension and health benefits have been decimated so now there's no drug plan? Her husband thought he set her up nicely before he died, but she is on a fixed income... how will she pay for her medicine and see the doctor? And what about the guy you knew in highschool who was in the special class? What should happen to him if his parents die or can't take care of him anymore?

I know people who abuse the social services, but I also have friends who would be dead without the food stamps and SSI checks they collect each month.
Good. I know people too. I've been on unemployment before and I thank Zeus for the Free Clinic in my early years. I could get by on donating money there...

I believe in God and consider myself a Christian, but I don't go to church,
Well, you have that in common with Bush... Most of the Dem presidents went to church... does that have anything to do with why you didn't like them?

and Falwell, Robertson, and their ilk scare me more than they scare you.

No offense, but just like I said to the squirrel trapper on the phone when he tried that "they're more scared of you than you are of them" crap... you have no idea how scared I am...

I believe that in a perfect world, Roy Moore would have to live with the stench of his own ego, just like the rest of us do.
I had to look Roy Moore up to refresh my memory... yeah, what a dick...

I have gay friends who are closeted and gay friends who couldn't be more open if they had QUEER tattooed across their foreheads, and I think they should be allowed to get married if they want to.
Whoa, ... hold on there... then how in the world can you support Bush? I'm furious at Kerry for not coming out stronger against all of this homo-hating hogwash. I wrote my Congresspeople vitriolic rants for not having more of a backbone and I was on Clinton's back from the moment he betrayed the gays in the military... But Bush, he started this whole constitutional amendment, Bill of Wrongs crusade. And he continues to use it to divide us. Can you honestly look your gay friends in the eyes and tell them that you voted to deny them the right to share their lives with someone they love? And we're talking about just that. Sharing lives, marriage, partnership, complete commitment. I don't know about you, you are younger, but when I was your age I thought about it quite a bit.. what it was going to be like to finally find the person I would commit the rest of my life to. What it would be like to say "forever."

And we're not talking about sex here... because everybody's having sex already.. you, me, gay, straight, single, married, christian, heathen, whatever. Sex comes and goes. We're talking about all of the stupid little legal privileges that automatically come with being married. Inheriting property, raising children, getting health insurance, picking out caskets, ruining credit, renting cars, transferring gift certificates and gym memberships... dumb stuff. And very, very important stuff. Go tell your gay friend -- the one who's out of the closet would be my choice -- that you voted to keep him or her from doing all of those things... Even better, before you do it, why don't you practice by saying it to yourself in the mirror a couple of times... how does it feel to be a second class citizen? Bad? Oh well, 51% of the people here don't care so either shut up and marry a straight person or leave the US and good riddance! Ick. Feels creepy, doesn't it?

I read The Onion, Dilbert, Dan Savage's sex advice, Salon.com, and quite a few blogs.

If you read The Onion, you MUST read "You Are Worthless." It's their self help book and it rocks. It's kind of a weird, existential, acquired taste and doesn't always work in mixed company... so you might want to give it a test drive from the library if they have it ... (what kind of mixed company? hard to say... read the book to your friends... it'll sort folks out)

The local librarians know me on sight.
Me too! Mine actually groan when I come in.. with my bags of books to turn in and a shelf or two waiting for me to check out. Soul sista! Here's the thing though... John Ashcroft is willing to let the FBI look into our library records under the USA P.A.T.R.I.O.T. Act but won't let the FBI look into the gun buying records of potential terrorists. This is so unbelievably uncool. And the thing is, when it comes right down to it, it's because of the gun lobby. Now the library lobby may be strong and nagging and annoying but they don't have the cash. The gun folks do. If you really think about it, libraries are kind of socialist organizations... actually you could even think of them as communist-like... Communism being based on The Commons and libraries being the public storage of the city's books, the book commons... So it makes perfect sense in a weird, perverted, tinfoil-hat-wearing kind of way that the P.A.T.R.I.O.T. ACT would come after me (and you) for using the library... Consider yourself warned.

I waited in line until midnight when the fifth Harry Potter book came out.
I haven't read that one yet. I think the movies ruined the books for me...

I can't wait to see the new Chucky movie.
Nope. Big Chicken. Me.

I will probably shack up before I get married, but I won't be proud of it.
But you'll force your gay friends to "shack up" forever? ... "Shack up."... Hmmmm....Codespeak alert! Are you, by chance, a Dr. Laura fan?


I used to listen to her because she got my adrenaline going and I got a lot of work done. Plus, I think that I was trying to figure out the rhyme and reason to her multitudinous blatant contradictions. Then I read an unauthorized biography (from the library!) and it took all the fun out of it. Actually scared me quite a bit. I never really believed in "EVIL," like anti-christ evil, before I read that book. Now I do. I actually have a whacked-out theory that Dr. Laura could actually be the anti-christ. Think about it. It'd be perfect. Beezlebub or whatever his name is, comes back as a female talk show host -- it fits perfectly into the women-hating, extremist, religions -- and then she awakens the sleeping masses of disgruntled homebound, housewives... diabolical!
I wouldn't buy an SUV, even if I could pay cash for one. I recycle.
Same here... compulsively recycle... trying to make up for all the ills of my littering, polluting, ozone-destroying, water-privatizing brethren. Keeps me pretty busy these days..

I shop at Wal-mart, but I feel guilty about it, and if they unionized, I would never cross the picket line.
I was just tempted while visiting my folks. There was a grand opening on a Wednesday (?) at 7:30am (!) a few blocks from my parent's house. Sure has changed the neighborhood... I wanted to stand outside with a sign that read "One World! One Government! One Store!" but my parents forgot to wake me up... I wonder why...

I think FOX News is about as fair and balanced as a seesaw with a gorilla on one end.
Nice image. Can the gorilla be eating a falafel? But again, no cable. Can't comment much..

President Bush's close relationships to people like John Ashcroft scare me. I hate the PATRIOT Act and am fearful of what might be part of PATRIOT II. The two dumbest trial balloons I've heard floated for his second-term agenda are privatizing Social Security and abolishing the income tax.
Thank you, once. Thank you, twice. Thank you, maybe... what makes you think they're trial balloons? I believe this guy. He has the whole congress now and he's sure tanked the economy already... But yeah, thanx for your support on the income tax... what are people thinking? Have you read "Perfectly Legal?" Johnston makes some great points about taxes. Do Libertarians really want to fork out all the money it would take to pave their own roads, hire private security guards/police and fire fighters and food/building/safety/drug inspectors, teachers, etc.?

When he says that God chose him to be President during this time of trial, I am embarrassed. I roll my eyes.

I'm too shocked to do that... but I can understand embarrassment... if you're supporting him and all...

I am a pragmatic, disillusioned, realistic, and entirely ordinary member of the radical middle.
Okie dokie...

Here is why you didn't get my vote:
I'm all ears...

1. You didn't give me clear positions on the issues. I followed the news closely all through the campaign, but I still don't understand Kerry's position on Iraq. I know he voted for the IWR, but then he voted against the $87 billion. To you, that seemed to be a symbolic stand against Saddam Hussein (the IWR) but also a principled stand against a President who was out of control (against the $87 billion). To me, that was just confusing. He said he would have done everything different, but he also said that, knowing what he knew today (the day he was asked) he still would have cast the same vote. He said that he would bring allies to our side to share the burden, but he also said he would be sending 40,000 more of our troops. He said that we must finish the job, but he also said it was the wrong war at the wrong place and the wrong time. Huh?
Look, I could go through this line by line -- and I will later if you want me to, but it's late right now and I have this volunteer thing in the morning and... but you can obviously figure this one out: Kerry would never have made the choices that Bush made. I think very few leaders would have. So Kerry fought against Bush at every turn. However, when it came to hardcore, dealbreaking issues -- and his vote was going to make or break a decision (kinda like Nader supporters in Swing States) he had to suck it up and vote for the lesser of two evils and do whatever it took to support the troops. Now that went for the past, present and the future. He wouldn't have sent them in the first place but now that they are there he's got to support them. Is that really so hard of a principle to stick to? So at any given time in history, you could ask him a question and he's going to have to give a qualified, or "nuanced" answer.

2. You didn't convince me that you would defend America against the threats of terrorism. Kerry seemed to think that terrorism is like any other crime. You catch the people responsible and put them in jail, and that's that. After seeing the destruction – physical, financial, psychological, and emotional -- wrought by the September 11th attacks, I do not understand how he could believe this. The hijackers lived among us, ate at our restaurants, shopped in our malls, and wounded us worse than we have ever been wounded before. How Kerry saw this as a crime, and not as a paradigm-shifting event that deserved a military response, both in direct retaliation and to keep it from ever happening again by going on the offensive, is something I don't understand.

Terrorism is a type of fighting, a type of warfare. It isn't a type of person or a country. Bush seems to want to confuse that issue. You follow the news closely so you know that there was no connection between 9/11 and Iraq. So why did we attack Iraq to combat terrorism? If we are going to attack a method of fighting, how are we going to do it by attacking a whole people? Wouldn't it make more sense to use crime fighting techniques, like our special forces use, to single out the individuals who are using the methods of terrorism? And yes the hijackers lived among us. For those of us who live in Florida or New Jersey or NYC, they looked a lot like the guy in our office or at our newsstand.. We would certainly never drop bombs on Florida or New Jersey for harboring hijackers so why a neighborhood in the middle east? Doesn't it make more sense to do detective work? And isn't it easier to do that detective work by building a network of confidantes and allies?

The other thing that scares me is that when we started generalizing terror into something we could fight in a war, it seemed like we were fighting a type of people. And just like the hijackers lived among us, so do the type of people who are now associated with terrorism. I lived in New York on 9/11. I can only say that there was such a deep, profound sadness in that city. And in the days following the event, we all reached out to one another, especially across racial and cultural lines, trying to reassure one another that we wouldn't let this divide us. I sincerely believe that this is why NYC was so overwhelmingly for Kerry.

I sense in you a frustration that you feel that you're not taken seriously by the blue staters, the democrats. I ask you, for this one moment, to try to understand why most of the big cities did indeed go for Kerry. Most of the known terrorist targets are these same cities. Could you please, seriously, try to understand why we might still feel safer with a leader who would choose diplomacy and true coalition building over hubris and threats? Iraqis and Kuwaitis and Egyptians are in and among us. I work with a woman from Afghanistan... We are bombing her relatives... Please, meditate on it for a while...

3. You insulted my intelligence by the constant mantra of Kerry's service in Vietnam. Most of the men I know who are older than 50 served in some way, either in country or in the Coast Guard or other non-combat roles. I don't see the relevance, and the drumbeat of "three purple hearts" struck me as manipulation. It was as if you were saying, "These dumbshit hawks want war? We'll give 'em a real war hero! That'll get their votes!"

Well, this kind of pisses me off, so I'm going to tread lightly here. First, from my vantage, it looked like the GOP strategists kept drawing him out on this just for this desired effect. Kerry seems to be a pretty modest guy about it personally. Others seemed to be having to constantly defend him from attacks... However, I would imagine that going to war would be the single most life-changing experience a human could ever have. Hell, I'm still talking about stuff that happened to me in my 20's and it was nowhere as monumental... And I believe that when you compare the backgrounds of the two candidates, they are uncomfortably similar: Ivy League, political legacies, etc.. however, the major differing factor is Viet Nam.

4. Your constant references to the opinions of the rest of the world scared me, and I'm not talking about the "global test" comment. I don't care what Europeans think about me or my country. I learned in high school that living my life with one eye on the opinions of everyone else leads only to unnecessary turmoil and pointless pain. Why didn't you?

(Ignoring snerky, highschoolish, attitudinal... pun?) Um.. this isn't about approval.. this is about consideration. I think it's a very christian concept, actually. Love thy neighbor, etc... It's also about being able to make a decision that you can stand behind, without a doubt, without shifting baselines, or timelines... call it a test or flooble or whatever you want... It's about being a good global citizen -- yes, that's what we are.. can't be denied. We are all stuck on the same planet -- unless you are a rapture fan and then I guess you really don't care about what anybody on earth thinks ...

5. You disturbed me with your demonization of the rich. Rich people were talked about in this campaign as though they were all evil cheaters who had wage slaves tied up in the basement to be flogged for minimum wage, and what they didn't earn from the wage slaves' labor, they stole from nursing home residents. I am not rich, but I work hard, am learning about investing money, am continuing to improve my prospects for earning more money in the future, and fully expect to end up at least well-off someday. If I do, it will be because of my efforts and work, not because of winning "life's lottery." I know two millionaires personally. Both are entrepreneurs who took big risks and worked their backsides off for years to get where they are. Given that Kerry is married to a billionaire, this seemed especially hypocritical.

Wasn't Bush the one who made some remark about the rich hiring lawyers to get them out of paying their taxes so we might as well not raise them?

Listen, good for you and your future. You are voting for your aspirations. I guess I can understand that... I hope it works out for you the way you want...

I was doing pretty well in my 20's too. I didn't have nearly the amount of expenses as I do now... but I was happy and saw a bright future. Things have definitely gotten harder in the past few years though. My husband's company keeps denying him benefits and has been telling him that they're going to lay him off for four years now. Literally. They keep firing everyone around him, dumping their work in his lap and then saying "work faster so we can fire you when you're done!" They close down the shop every year between Christmas and New Years (without pay) and I'm a seasonal employee who gets laid off at the holidays too. So we're coming up on another bleak winter... Life has a way of catching up with you as you age, it's not always harder, it's heavier somehow, denser...

I'm not complaining though... the only thing that I wish I had more of is security. If we did have more money, we would like to get a bigger apartment and become foster parents and then maybe adopt a child... but I don't see that happening any time soon...

But how the heck do you get off even bringing up Kerry's wealth? So he married into it. At least he knows what it's like to be without it to some extent... Bush was born into it and has lorded it over folks his whole life... goodness gracious!

6. Here is something you could work on right about now: I could not stomach to listen to your incessant hatred of President Bush. Bush is stupid, Bush is an idiot, Bush is Hitler, Bush is a Nazi, Bush masturbates to photos of dead Iraqi babies, I'd vote for my dog before I'd vote for Bush, I'd vote for Castro before I'd vote for Bush, the Rethuglicans are fascists, Bush voters are treasonous, Bush should be impeached, blah blah blah blah blah blah. It was old three months after Bush's inauguration, and it's now just tiresome. I don't hate my President, even though I voted for him with more reluctance than I can express and a queasy feeling in my stomach. Language like this makes you seem immature, needlessly vulgar, and obnoxious.

Interesting... where exactly do you hear this? You say you live in a red state... I know you are going to get to Air America in a minute but that hasn't been on the air that long... I know that I still hear Clinton bashing on the radio often... so just imagine what it must be like for a lib to cruise the AM dial.

7. Lastly, and I hope this doesn't hurt anyone feelings, because my objective is to make you think, not emote: I don't think you really want my vote. I actively sought out your perspective. I tuned in regularly, for months, to your biggest media project, your serious effort to get your message out: Air America Radio. I listened all day on Good Friday as host after host mocked people like me for believing in Jesus's life, death, and resurrection. I listened as Janeane Garofalo, who was one of my favorite comedians for years, expressed hatred and disgust for Bush voters so vile that I ended my live stream feeling assaulted, as if I'd been vomited on. I listened the night that Mike Malloy told a young Republican to hang up the phone and go open a vein. I listened to pure, unadulterated venom that was so intense I sometimes cut the stream and cried.

Again, I say, cruise the AM dial, anytime, night or day, and imagine what it's like for us... have you heard Michael Savage lately? How about Laura Ingraham? And we're not even getting into TV where folks like Ann Coulter reign supreme. I can imagine that AAR might piss you off, but it's a direct backlash, a mirror image of what we've been subjected to for over a decade! I'm a huge fan of radio. I love it and I am addicted to AAR. Of course, I don't always agree with everything they say. For instance, I didn't support their position that Rush Limbaugh shouldn't broadcast on Armed Forces Radio. And I don't support your listening to AAR if it upsets you so... I can't listen to Michael Savage. I would commit suicide. Don't do it!

Tonight, your spokespeople on AAR have been calling people like me "snake-handling evangelicals," and that was about the kindest thing I heard. Um…y'all? I've lived in the South my entire life and have never met a single snake-handler.

OK, now look. Hopefully, I can help you out here. I don't know if you get out of the south much, but if you do, I'm sure there are things that you find weird about yankees. I know that I did when I first left... I wish I could remember specifics... the only thing that comes to mind right now, and this may not be yankee/south specific, is that the yankees sure liked to talk about their bodily functions A LOT. Always talking about taking a dump and farts and pooping or their periods or something else like that that I don't even like typing about. To me, it was something that you certainly didn't do in mixed company, and preferably didn't do at all unless it was in a doctor's office or something...

So, I have got to tell you that the religion thing stands out in the south sooooo much more than anywhere else. Sure, you may not know any snake handlers, but you know some jesus freaks, dontcha? You probably don't know them well, Zeus forbid! They would NOT approve of your reading Dan Savage, now would they? But you might have even been tricked into spending time with some without knowing it up front, right?

When I was in highschool we had a mandatory Friday assembly thing with an Elvis impersonator and a saxophone player and a muscle man and it was a grand ol' time... and at the end they invited us back that night for a free pizza party in the gym. We could even invite friends from other schools, which was a big deal. So we all showed back up at 7pm and went through the line and got our Pizza Hut pizza and retired to the stands and just as we're shoveling in the first bites of pizza, the MC from the assembly says,"now we're going to start talking about Jesus, so if anyone wants to leave right now you can, but if not, we're locking the doors..." Of course, all of us pizza piggies guiltily stayed and it turned into a tent revival thing right there in the gym with a bunch of kids tearfully coming to Christ that night and everything...

Now, when I tell this to my yankee friends, they can't believe it. This was a public school? In a major southern city? No way! But yes. It might have happened to you, too? Or you've been walking in the mall or at a fair and some cute friendly guy comes up and starts chatting and you think things are going great and then you get the question. "If you died tonight, would you go to heaven?"

This has never happened to me anywhere but in the south... A few years back my husband was visiting back home with me and we were at a big, huge, indoor flea market. He saw this one weird booth with only one painting. It was a cityscape, kind of crudely done but with a plane on fire in the sky and buildings falling over and people jumping out of windows. He told me he thought it looked kind of like convict art or something. As he was trying to figure out what the heck it was, a woman came up behind him and asked the question: "Do you know the Lord Jesus as your personal savior?"

No, this isn't snake handling... but to folks who take their religion as a private matter -- quite possibly because they've been persecuted for it in the past -- this is weird and kind of scary. And, even for me, a native southerner, I always found it kind of aggressive and creepy. I always felt like I'd been ambushed and that someone had just thrown an anti-surprise-party on me or something. So it's really, really, really shocking to see the Jesus stuff around every corner when you're not used to it. It's like hearing a funny accent you're not used to or trying to drive on the other side of the road in England or the Bahamas or something... it just keeps you kind of nervous... But with the Jesus stuff there's this added guilt/politeness/sin element that can be almost -- and I'm going to say it -- oppressive. You're afraid to speak out... well I am... so it's even more fear inducing... I'm sure there's something you can equate this to...

Your attitudes, language, and behavior toward people like me: reasonable, thinking Christians who are quite moderate politically and who are just as well-informed as you are (yes, I've read all the PNAC essays, too, and yes, they scare me, too)

Great. You might consider getting your voice out there more, because right now the christian extremists are hogging the limelight. Have you heard of the Religious Left?

is reminiscent of nothing so much as an abusive ex-lover, a crazy and drunken stalker. "I'll make you love me, or you'll regret it, you worthless bitch! Come here and let me beat you over the head and tell you how stupid and worthless you are! Then you'll see it my way!"

Wow... hmmm. I'll reply the only way I know how... with this delightful little ditty from your pal and mine, Grover Norquist!:

Many wonder what it will take to restore social civility to Washington, to get Republicans and Democrats mingling again. Rock-ribbed Republican Grover Norquist, president of Americans for Tax Reform, proffered a solution, telling us that Democrats must accept the finality of their powerlessness. "Once the minority of House and Senate are comfortable in their minority status, they will have no problem socializing with the Republicans. Any farmer will tell you that certain animals run around and are unpleasant, but when they've been fixed, then they are happy and sedate. They are contented and cheerful. They don't go around peeing on the furniture and such." Norquist assured us that he meant neutered "psychologically" and his metaphor was "facetious." Of course: Let the healing begin.

For more verses on our Animal Natures click here.

I tried so hard to give you guys a chance. I'm young, I'm not extremely religious, and I'm supportive of liberal ideals like fighting for higher wages, stopping outsourcing of jobs, and standing up for the little guy. I wanted to vote Democratic this time, more than I can possibly put into words. You just didn't give me the option.President Bush won on values, yes, but not hatred of gays or any other stereotype you have in your head about Bush voters like me.He won because he has values, clearly defined values, and even though I agree with little of what he believes,

Oh please! Zeus help us all! So you respect the man because he sticks to his values even though you don't respect the values he sticks to? And you don't understand why we become condescending? Please! Laugh with me! Ha ha ha! Good one! Not laughing at you... laughing with you... you're laughing... right...? Ho ho ho, hee hee, ohhhhh good one...




at least I know what he believes. At least I know that he really does believe in something. At least I know that he will do what he says he will do. That's disgustingly little, but unbelievably – you offered me less.

See response to your point #1, rinse, repeat...

So, if you want my vote next time, and the vote of all my close friends, and the millions more like us that you refuse to believe exists, it's pretty simple: take positions and don't waffle on them. Stand up for America, especially with regard to terrorism. Shut up about what Germany and France think. Stop pretending that the only way to become wealthy in America is to cheat, for the sake of those of us who still want to get there. Treat the President with at least as much civility, if not respect, as you would've wanted right-wingers to give a President Kerry. Most importantly, please, please please, please, please, please stop abusing me. No more verbal and psychological and emotional savagery. Treat me like a voter whose vote you would actually appreciate getting, and you will get it.

Well, you've done a nice job of summarizing here and even added a few of your party's catch phrases to boot, like "waffling" and "shut up." And then you ask for civility and for the abuse and emotional savagery to stop...

Here's something to think about: I don't think that we're the ones doing the savaging.

I think it's really hard to take responsibility for some of the choices your team has made.

You've said as much yourself. You've gone beyond that to say that you don't support much of what this President stands for, but you simply support that he is standing. That has got to hurt. Deep down that has got to hurt like a mofo. As much as we are stinging from our "defeat," we can at least cling to the knowledge that our beliefs are consistent.

As much as your guys, like Rove, will twist and pervert the language, we know deep down that discriminating against people because they are gay is just wrong. Killing innocent Iraqis for whatever reason they've come up with lately is just wrong. Denying help to those in need in need of health care or birth control or housing assistance or union protection is just wrong. Giving tax breaks to corporations to send jobs overseas is just wrong. Turning our back on the entire world without ever questioning why they don't support us is just wrong. I could go on, but you've said so much of this already... you know it. Or else you wouldn't have written.

And justifying your vote against such profound truths, such deeply held convictions, your deeply held convictions ... justifying your vote on the basis that somebody made you feel condescended to or you didn't like folks' attitudes can't make up for what you know to be true...

We can't stop the pain you are going through. It's going to take some serious soul searching on your part. I hope you'll do it... you seem like a pretty cool pragmatic, disillusioned, realistic, and entirely ordinary member of the radical middle.

Do you maybe, just maybe, see where I'm coming from? I doubt it. But I had to try.

I've given it the best try I can. And many hours of my time... I want to thank you for writing and for giving me the opportunity to respond and explain how things look from over here. But mostly I want to thank you for the opportunity to recognize all the things we share in common, because that is truly where our strengths as a country lie.. and where the only true healing will begin..

Sincerely,

A Very Sad American



Peace,

An Even Sadder American

23 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

The exit poll chart has explosive potential. However, I wonder if you could refer to the original data to underline your evidence. What about the other states? Do they have similar results? Could it be a statistical random problem? What kind of exit polls did you use -- morning, noon, evening?

Hans (Berlin, Germany)

November 7, 2004 at 9:31 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Good one.

November 7, 2004 at 12:18 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thank you, thank you for responding to the Republican shill piece. I hope this is linked just as extensively.

I also would like to see the source for the polling chart. Very interesting.

Thanks again.

November 7, 2004 at 12:47 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thank you. Thank you so much.

God, Zeus, Venus, Goddess, The Aliens....someone help us all if this person is representative of the average Bush voter.

November 7, 2004 at 12:51 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

found this one, and it provides extensive background data:
"Evidence Mounts That The Vote May Have Been Hacked"
http://www.commondreams.org/headlines04/1106-30.htm

November 7, 2004 at 2:31 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

http://indigoskynet.livejournal.com
or
isn at indigosky dot net.

Excellent point and counterpoint. You asked a lot of the questions that occurred to me.

The flipflopping issue and the fact that people see it as a bad thing really worries me.

But that this person listens to the worst of the worst extremist left viewpoints and then treats that like it's commonplace for the entire left side. Like there's no moderate left, only extreme left.

So point and counterpoint will be posted to my LJ. Thank you for intelligently sharing a more moderate viewpoint.

November 7, 2004 at 5:30 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thank you for that point by point rebutal. When I first read her drivel the other day I was enraged by the shear hypocrisy expressed in her original essay. Evidently she has never listened to right wing radio, especially during the Clinton administration if she is upset by some of the tactics used by the Dems. Karl Rove invented the attack and smear, and to be offended that a Democrat would use it is either ignorant or hypocritical.

November 7, 2004 at 8:36 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thank you! I like.

COuldve done without the cute flash stuff and maybeee a bit of rambling...but You did in the end, better I couldve one. I would verbally bitch slap that child.
ANd that would be wrong.

November 8, 2004 at 12:08 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I think we're being played. There is no 20-something young woman from a red state. Particularly that last paragraph about what we "need" to do ... we need to become Republicans, from the sounds of it.

Maybe Karl has some time on his hands now that the election's over.

November 8, 2004 at 6:34 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

As a centrist from a very, very blue state, I qualify as pretty liberal on a lot of positions. However, I completely understand where Sad American is coming from on the elitist condescension and vitriolic hate that continues to be a staple of the left. I've learned not to give any political positions anymore, because I really don't want to hear about how stupid I am (with a cum laude degree from a liberal arts ivory tower, no less). I don't care to debate the long and short of each point here; I think we all could, but it would end up counter-productive at best.

Many of the comments I've seen both here and back on the original post indicate that there are a lot of liberals and democrats who seem to think that the lack of civility exists only on radio shows and in some fringe groups. I can tell you from experience that I've heard otherwise intelligent, kind and caring folk tell me that they literally hate our President. Where does that come from? Hate is a strong emotion; I can't honestly say that I've hated any political figure. I've been wary or somewhat frightened by them, sure. I've even been angry from time to time, but that doesn't translate into hate.

About a year ago, I felt the need to explain to some of these people why I don't hate President Bush. Have you ever heard of anything more ludicrous? -- And by that, I mean the need to explain a lack of hate; not the fact that I don't hate the man. I realize that some folk, especially around here, would require that distinction. And you know, I don't hate Senator Kerry, either. Imagine that. Too many people around me can't imagine that a single person could respect both men, and I think that's a shame.

So I guess my point here is that ordinary individuals on the left, not just the leadership or a few entertaining figures, need to really consider reaching out with courtesy to those that disagree with them. I reiterate what I've read on countless blogs and responses -- this country requires honest, reasoned discourse in order to function as it was intended. Trying to stifle individual thought and differences of opinion with peer pressure, irrelevant emotion and disparaging remarks only hurts us all in the long run.

November 8, 2004 at 8:07 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

To "centrist"

So you're a Democrat, huh? And I'm the pope.

November 8, 2004 at 9:10 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

To "the pope":

Thank you for so effectively illustrating my point.

What's wrong with not being a Democrat? I never said I was. Neither am I Republican. Must I be labeled one or the other? Why? It's cool to have "complex" viewpoints when you're the Democratic Candidate for President; why isn't it okay for me?

Love,
"centrist".

November 9, 2004 at 9:13 AM  
Blogger Brook said...

I commend you "Even sadder American" for taking the time to respond to this blog. Part of what I read in the original blog made sense, but much of it made me sad. You touched on all of the points I would have touched on; you were wonderful when you rebutted on the comment that the original blogger made, "At least I know what he believes. At least I know that he really does believe in something. At least I know that he will do what he says he will do."

How can anybody say that and truly believe this? Bush promised he would not put our troops in harms way until every other option had been exhausted. Blatant lie. Not only did he go straight into war, but he forced mothers to buy their sons and daughters the body armor so vital to them. And let's not forget the mission those eight or nine troops were sent on to dispose of tainted fuel. That was a death mission! How could someone dispute that? In addition, Bush made many promises in his inaugeration speech in 2000. What has he done to support these promises?

In his inaugeral speech, Bush said, "...everyone belongs, that everyone deserves a chance, that no insignificant person was ever born." Do you think that most Americans feel this way four years later? Perhaps I do, because I feel I now have a duty -- to work my darndest to try to minimize disenfranchisement, or at least uncover Bush's attempts to disenfranchise groups based on race and sexual orientation.

Bush said he would be a uniter, not a divider. That is THE HUGEST LIE he has made. The atrocities of 9/11 united us as a country and as a world (and I do think it matters what we look like to other countries. Our actions are telling and their responses the same). Bush said, "While many of our citizens prosper, others doubt the promise — even the justice — of our own country. The ambitions of some Americans are limited by failing schools, and hidden prejudice and the circumstances of their birth. And sometimes our differences run so deep, it seems we share a continent, but not a country."

Please, I beg everyone who voted for Bush to consider this: Our schools are still failing, people are still stonewalled by the circumstances of their birth, but one thing's for sure: prejudice is no longer hidden -- it now has free reign. Thanks for that, Bush :(

I believe that many people did have a hard time voting for Bush, but deep down they knew they wanted to vote with their party lines and do the easy thing. If their pro-Bush parents or friends asked them who they voted for, they would not have to justify a vote for Kerry, because they thought it was too difficult to put together an eloquent rebuttal to their loved ones.

Peace and love and God's blessings.

November 9, 2004 at 9:14 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

seriously, this is exactly what i needed to read after reading the pathetic excuse for bush-loving from the "sad american." you give me confidence that this country maybe, perhaps, might not go down the drain after all. thank you for your rebuttal, and keep fighting the good fight.
ps. to "sad american": get ready for the draft! i certainly hope we're not all fucked for the next four years, but if we are, hey, now i have someone to blame. you're not a democrat. maybe you're zell miller? go cheney yourself.

November 9, 2004 at 10:52 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thanks for blogging this, Cassandra Complex. I'm agnostic as to whether Sad American is genuine or somebody shilling for Bush, and I'm not sure if it matters either way. Even if she isn't, her points are out there in the minds and hearts of many in this country and need to be addressed. For me, the clincher was the number of commenters enthusiastically seconding her contentions that the Democratic Party is in thrall to ultra-leftist haters.

Personally, my political positions are all over the map: on some issues they would be considered liberal, on others conservative. I firmly consider, however, Bush a real disaster, and fervently wanted to see him defeated.

November 9, 2004 at 12:42 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

To centrist,

If your ideas are complex, I really AM the pope.

November 9, 2004 at 4:14 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

So many angry people.....

November 9, 2004 at 6:31 PM  
Blogger Derek Bermel said...

Dear Sadder,

What a great response. I was trying to post my response and came across yours, which is elegant and well thought out. Some of my responses echoed your sentiments. Here's what I said:

Dear Very Sad American,

Your letter says that you didn’t vote Democratic because we’re unclear. My sense is that you yourself are unclear how you feel on these issues; your blog reads like a series of rationalizations for the unpleasant decision to vote for Bush. I’m not convinced that you are who you say you are. Certain parts of this letter read as though they were written by a man. That aside, I will tell you (truthfully) who I am.

I’m a thirty-something single man living in Brooklyn, NY. I’m not rich either, though I make more than 30K. New York’s an expensive town. I was born and raised in New York, and I love the Big Apple to the core. I’ve also travelled quite a bit for work, throughout the U.S. and to every continent except Antarctica, and all that I’ve seen makes me love America – with all our faults – because of the freedom, the idealism, and the open-mindedness that I’ve always associated with this great country.

So in response to your letter, I have taken some of the points you’ve made and responded to them directly.

First of all, this statement:

> The notion of an abortion makes me queasy, but I don't want Roe vs. Wade
> overturned.

is curious. It implies that you are pro-choice (like most Americans), but, even with your friends who have been raped and had terribly malformed babies - you will vote anti-choice. In fact, the notion of an abortion makes 99.999% of pro-choicers queasy. No one ‘believes’ in abortion; we support the right of a woman to choose because the alternative may be worse. Are you pro-choice or not? I think you should decide.

> The pictures of Iraqi children who've lost arms from the bombs my tax
> dollars bought make me shed tears, but I recognize that the war was the
> right thing to do, given the information we had available at the time the
> decision was made.

But it wasn't the right thing to do, and there's no statement to back up this assertion. In fact it was the wrong thing to do; even if you have been following the news casually (and even on FOX) you’ve had to be aware that the Bush administration has been pursuing this invasion long before 9/11. And even a brief look at the 9/11 report debunks any clear connection between Saddam and Al Qu'eda; so why was it 'the right thing to do', especially after you've shed tears over Iraqi children? Shedding tears doesn't make you any less responsible for those bombs your tax dollars helped buy.

> I had no health insurance for three years, but I'm still, hesitantly, not in
> favor of socialized medicine.

Why? Are there any actual reasons for these opinions? If so, they are a mystery. Are we mysteriously supposed to 'understand' why the war was the right thing to do and why we should reject socialized medicine? These tenets seem to be 'givens', with no facts (or opinions) to back them up.

> I believe in God and consider myself a Christian, but I don't go to church

In that case, you're just like George W. Bush, who does not belong to a congregation. Same with many Americans, both Democrats and Republicans.

> Falwell, Robertson, and their ilk scare me more than they scare you.

I doubt that's true, otherwise you would not have voted for Bush, since they're dictating his policy. Both of those men really scare me, so I voted for Kerry.

> I have gay friends who are closeted and gay friends who couldn't be more open if they had QUEER tattooed across their foreheads, and I think they should be allowed to get married if they want to.

By your vote, you have ensured that they won’t.

> I read The Onion, Dilbert, Dan Savage's sex advice, Salon.com, and quite a
> few blogs. The local librarians know me on sight.

They'll know you even better after Patriot II; they’ll know what you read and when you read it. And once Dan Savage's website gets firewalled at your library, maybe you'll even have to read the Village Voice.

> I waited in line until midnight when the fifth Harry Potter book came out. I
> can't wait to see the new Chucky movie.

I don’t see how this is relevant, but OK.

> I will probably shack up before I get married, but I won't be proud of it.

Once again, you sound very conflicted on this issue, as you do on many issues.

> President Bush's close relationships to people like John Ashcroft scare me. I
> hate the PATRIOT Act and am fearful of what might be part of PATRIOT II.

In that case, get ready to be even more conflicted. You voted for Bush, and strengthening the Patriot Act is part of his agenda.

> The two dumbest trial balloons I've heard floated for his second-term agenda are privatizing Social Security and abolishing the income tax.

Maybe they're dumb to you, but these are his two biggest priorities, so wake up! Three days after the election, he announced that these two issues are his first priorities, along with banning gay marriage.

> When he says that God chose him to be President during this time of trial, I
> am embarrassed. I roll my eyes.

You roll your eyes, but you tick the box. I thought you liked his “clarity”. Have we ever had a President who had the hubris to say something like this before?

> I am a pragmatic, disillusioned, realistic, and entirely ordinary member of
> the radical middle.

There is no radical middle. From your remarks so far, all I can glean is that you are a person who votes, reluctantly, against her (his?) conscience.

> I followed the news closely all through the campaign, but I still don't
> understand Kerry's position on Iraq. I know he voted for the IWR, but then he
> voted against the $87 billion. To you, that seemed to be a symbolic stand
> against Saddam Hussein (the IWR) but also a principled stand against a
> President who was out of control (against the $87 billion). To me, that was
> just confusing.

I can’t speak for all Kerry voters, but to me the war was wrong from the outset. Dead wrong. Bush offered at least enough proof that Kerry felt willing to arm the President with the power to make good on his threats to disarm Saddam. But once the war had been declared, and was clearly going badly, Bush's request for $87 billion seemed hasty and incomplete, and didn’t provide adequate accountability for how the money would be spent. Bush wanted a blank check. Kerry, like many Democrats, wanted to see clear language outlining how these funds were to be allocated - not on Halliburton and out-of-control expenses that had nothing to do with the safety of the troops and would continue to plunge us into higher deficits. In fact, Kerry’s position seemed very clear to me. You in fact articulated it quite well; why is it so confusing? He didn't want to allow the Bush administration to squander that money, because he knew Bush would be back for more (and now he's back for more!)

> He said he would have done everything different, but he also said that,
> knowing what he knew today (the day he was asked) he still would have cast > the same vote. He said that he would bring allies to our side to share the
> burden, but he also said he would be sending 40,000 more of our troops. He > said that we must finish the job, but he also said it was the wrong war at the > wrong place and the wrong time. Huh?

The answers to 'would you have done this or that...blah blah...' -on either Kerry’s or Bush’s side - are utterly unimportant because they're hindsight. Much that went wrong in this war had to do with bad timing and bad planning. You can't blame Kerry for blaming Bush, because it's Bush's war. And you can't blame Kerry for being upset about a war gone bad; most of America is. Bush certainly wasn't prepared for most of what developed (how about Rumsfeld's statement that 'were talking about days or weeks, not months...'). Both of Kerry's positions - to send more troops and to bring in allies - sound like the right solution to 'winning the war', if we really can win, at this point. Most of Bush's military advisers initially told him that we needed more troops AND that we needed to bring in allies. He didn't listen, because he knew Americans wouldn't buy the war if we knew the real costs, and this willful ignorance is one of the reasons that Iraq is now such an awful mess.

> You didn't convince me that you would defend America against the threats of
> terrorism. Kerry seemed to think that terrorism is like any other crime. You
> catch the people responsible and put them in jail, and that's that. After
> seeing the destruction – physical, financial, psychological, and emotional --
> wrought by the September 11th attacks, I do not understand how he could
> believe this. The hijackers lived among us, ate at our restaurants, shopped in
> our malls, and wounded us worse than we have ever been wounded before.

You live in a red state. Where did you see the all that terrible 'destruction' wrought by the September 11 attacks? Did you come to New York and help with the 'healing'? Did you volunteer at Ground Zero with the firefighters and cops? Why is it that New York - the city which you cite as the main inspiration for your views on terrorism - voted 80% for Kerry? New Yorkers didn't cower at our TV sets watching FOX; we fought back against fear and despair, and even though we're the ones who were hit, we voted overwhelmingly against the candidate preaching fear. And we hit the road, campaigning for Kerry, to make sure that folks all over the country knew how we felt. More volunteers came from New York than from anywhere else. Too bad the country didn't listen to us with more empathy and respect.

> How Kerry saw this as a crime, and not as a paradigm-shifting event that
> deserved a military response, both in direct retaliation and to keep it from
> ever happening again by going on the offensive, is something I don't
> understand.

How did your paradigm shift? And if so, how did you respond? You write earnestly about how it changed your life, but how did it really influence your everyday routine? You don't write anything about how it tangibly affected you, except for creating constant FEAR. The truth is, 9/11 didn't affect most American's everyday lives. But Bush used America’s fear to buy himself four more years of policies which are running this country's military, economy, reputation, and morale into the ground. As you yourself remarked, Kerry voted for military force. The decision to invade Afghanistan was never questioned by him. So I don't know where you get your statement about Kerry being against military action. Iraq is a different story. Saddam was not involved in 9/11. Unless you ask all those folks in your state, who think - because of the speculation and fantasy scenarios fed to them by Cheney, Rice, and Bush - that he was. A direct retaliation is one thing; attacking a country on cooked intelligence - on grounds that have since been proven to be irrefutably false - is quite another. As Kerry rightly stated, Bush took his eye off the ball. And that’s why we had Osama preaching to us three years later, on the eve of the presidential election.

> You insulted my intelligence by the constant mantra of Kerry's service in
> Vietnam. Most of the men I know who are older than 50 served in some way,
> either in country or in the Coast Guard or other non-combat roles. I don't see
> the relevance, and the drumbeat of "three purple hearts" struck me as
> manipulation. It was as if you were saying, "These dumbshit hawks want war?
> We'll give 'em a real war hero! That'll get their votes!"

Sorry for insulting your intelligence, though I don’t get the connection. I must say, I wasn't a big fan of the 'three purple hearts' campaign. But here's the point: Kerry volunteered to serve his country. Bush avoided serving his country. Can anything be more obvious? You have friends who served; that's great and honorable. But they're not running for President. How can you ignore the fact that our President did everything he could to avoid service - save being a conscientious objector (which he couldn't be anyway, since he supported the Vietnam War) - and his challenger had the bravery to do what most of us - including you and I - have not: put himself on the line for his country. Discussing Kerry’s service in Vietnam was not simply about getting votes, it was about who has courage as opposed to bravado. It's about who understands the military as opposed to who wants to live a "Top Gun" fantasy. George Bush welcomes the fantasy of cowboy war, but John Kerry fought and understands the nitty-gritty of real war: a brutal, ugly thing. We've had a taste of the ugliness of war in the Big Apple. Maybe you should pay a little more attention to how we vote.

> I don't care what Europeans think about me or my country. I learned in high
> school that living my life with one eye on the opinions of everyone else leads
> only to unnecessary turmoil and pointless pain. Why didn't you?

Is that the only lesson you learned in high school? What is the 'unnecessary turmoil and pointless pain' that would be caused by enlisting the help of our allies, by creating true coalitions, rather than imaginary ones? Maybe you didn't take European history, but if you did, is unilateralism the advice you would have give the German people under the Nazis? Or the French under Napoleon? Or the Romans? Right now, whether you like it or not, the USA is an empire. And it is being increasingly seen as an evil empire, which cares little for anything but itself. That's why the whole world was watching this election, and why they are so profoundly disappointed and worried. Everyone - and every nation - can use a little objectivity, advice, and criticism from the outside. We live in a world which includes other countries; our actions have great impact and resonate profoundly throughout this Earth, especially when it comes to starting wars. In short, we have a responsibility to listen to and engage with other countries, rather than contemptuously dismissing their concerns.

> Rich people were talked about in this campaign as though they were all evil
> cheaters who had wage slaves tied up in the basement to be flogged for
> minimum wage, and what they didn't earn from the wage slaves' labor, they > stole from nursing home residents.

Whaaat? Who said this? Kerry certainly didn't....and neither did I. I know many wonderful wealthy people who don't do any of these things (at least I hope not!) and I'm sure you didn't read this in the NY Times or on the 'liberal' (ha!) network news. This bizarre sentence sounds like your own inner hate-fantasies of the rich gone wild. But even if someone said it; so what? I would encourage you toi parse the rhetoric from the facts.

> I am not rich

That’s true. $30K. It sounds like you're one of those typical Bush voters who voted against their own economic self-interest. You voted in the interest of the those who make more than $200,000 per year, those whom you want to be 'like'. But here's a secret: those folks have no use for the 'likes' of you (except for your vote, of course, which they got).

> But I work hard, am learning about investing money, am continuing to
> improve my prospects for earning more money in the future, and fully expect > to end up at least well-off someday.

It’s all fine and good to want to make lots of money. But do you have any inclination to help make the world a better place, serve your country, or help out in your community? Take care of a family? Do you have other concerns besides 'getting ahead'? If not, then it explains why your letter sounds so contradictory and cynical. There seems to be no striving for anything spiritual, no beauty, no pride, and no goals besides making money. Then again, perhaps you're going to need all your energies focused on that, because the Bush tax code ain't gonna help you much.

> If I do, it will be because of my efforts and work, not because of winning
> "life's lottery."

Well, I hope you get there before you retire, because there's no guarantee that Social Security will be there to help you either, once it's privatized. Under Bush you'll be hoping to win the "Social Security Lottery." You'll be relying on the luck of the Wall Street; and we know how reliable Wall Street is.

> I know two millionaires personally. Both are entrepreneurs who took big risks
> and worked their backsides off for years to get where they are. Given that
> Kerry is married to a billionaire, this seemed especially hypocritical.

Your rhetoric sounds like most Bush supporters - vote with the interests of those whom you want to be. Just remember: voting rich doesn't make you rich. You can identify with them, but that won't bring you any closer to having what they have. On the contrary. Kerry, in all his millionaire-ness, is also voting against his economic interests: he's voted throughout his career with the interests of the less fortunate in mind. I am beginning to think that you're really a Bush supporter at heart. I don't think 'we' could ever get your vote.

> Here is something you could work on right about now: I could not stomach to
> listen to your incessant hatred of President Bush. Bush is stupid, Bush is an
> idiot, Bush is Hitler, Bush is a Nazi, Bush masturbates to photos of dead
> Iraqi babies, I'd vote for my dog before I'd vote for Bush, I'd vote for
> Castro before I'd vote for Bush, the Rethuglicans are fascists, Bush voters
> are treasonous, Bush should be impeached, blah blah blah blah blah blah. It
> was old three months after Bush's inauguration, and it's now just tiresome.
> Language like this makes you seem immature, needlessly vulgar, and
> obnoxious.

There will always be idealogues and those who use hyperbole to make their points. Again, parse the rhetoric from the facts. But why should that bring you closer to Bush - a candidate who conducted two of the most vicious and campaigns in Presidential history: the odious slurs of John McCain in the South Carolina primary, in which McCain was accused of both fathering an illegitimate Vietnamese child (actually his adopted child) and the Swift Boat Vets against John Kerry, funded and orchestrated by Bush donors and members of the Bush campaign committee. The Swift Boat ads did huge damage not just to John Kerry, but also to the military's credibility; now any American hero's medals are, by definition, suspect and open to investigation and discussion for possible 'fraud'. Even after the Navy confirmed that there was no truth to these allegations, those ads were the single most damaging weapon to Kerry's reputation and character. Do you honestly believe that Bush and Karl Rove are any less ruthless and dirty in their politicking than anyone on the Democratic side?

> I don't hate my President, even though I voted for him with more reluctance
> than I can express and a queasy feeling in my stomach.

Now you're making ME queasy. I guess you’ll be taking Dramamine for four more years.

> I actively sought out your perspective. I tuned in regularly, for months, to
> your biggest media project, your serious effort to get your message out: Air
> America Radio. I listened all day on Good Friday as host after host mocked
> people like me for believing in Jesus's life, death, and resurrection. I
> listened as Janeane Garofalo, who was one of my favorite comedians for
> years, expressed hatred and disgust for Bush voters so vile that I ended my
> live stream feeling assaulted, as if I'd been vomited on. I listened the night
> that Mike Malloy told a young Republican to hang up the phone and go open > a vein. I listened to pure, unadulterated venom that was so intense I
> sometimes cut the stream and cried. Tonight, your spokespeople on AAR
> have been calling people like me "snake-handling evangelicals," and that was > about the kindest thing I heard. Um…y'all? I've lived in the South my entire
> life and have never met a single snake-handler. Your attitudes, language,
> and behavior toward people like me: reasonable, thinking Christians who are > quite moderate politically and who are just as well-informed as you are (yes, > I've read all the PNAC essays, too, and yes, they scare me, too) is reminiscent > of nothing so much as an abusive ex-lover, a crazy and drunken stalker. "I'll > make you love me, or you'll regret it, you worthless bitch! Come here and let > me beat you over the head and tell you how stupid and worthless you are!
> Then you'll see it my way!"

I appreciate your reaching out to get a different perspective. I’ve never heard anything like what you described on the few – very few - times that I’ve tuned in to Air America. But I’ll take your word for it, and then I’d like to know: have you ever turned on the talk radio out there in your red state? Have you heard the vicious bile that has been spewed night and day about Kerry, Jimmy Carter, Hillary Clinton, Ted Kennedy, Jesse Jackson and every other figure on the left? Have you heard the vicious spin on Richard Clarke and other folks from the center-right that tried to speak the truth about this administration? And on hundreds and hundreds of radio stations, as opposed to Air America's dozen or so stations. Did years of Monica-gate teach you nothing? When I've travelled out there in the heartland, I have heard some of the most shocking language used about decent politicians, musicians, actors, and other public figures. Many pundits have even questioned their right to even speak their minds, a basic right under the Constitution. Tell me that Rush Limbaugh, Bill O'Reilly, and the even more radical right talk radio folks don't use the same - or worse - language than any sarcastic latte-drinker on Air America.

> Lastly, and I hope this doesn't hurt anyone feelings, because my objective is
> to make you think, not emote: I don't think you really want my vote.

Nice rhyme, but I don't think we'd ever get your vote, because from my perspective, you have many of the traits of the quintessential Republican. You cite example after example of why you are a social lefty, but all those reasons (including a woman's right to choose - a curious position for an unmarried, and not yet unproudly living-together, woman in her late 20s), mean enough to you to vote based on them. Instead you're willing to embrace - however queasily - Bush's war on a woman's right to choose, on gays, on civil rights, on the tax code, and on the separation of church and state. That makes you a Republican, in my book.

> I tried so hard to give you guys a chance. I'm young, I'm not extremely
> religious, and I'm supportive of liberal ideals like fighting for higher
> wages, stopping outsourcing of jobs, and standing up for the little guy.

Really, are you? And you yourself assert that Bush fails on these issues. Do you care? Your vote implies you don’t.

> I wanted to vote Democratic this time, more than I can possibly put into
> words.

That must be true, since you haven't managed to put into words why you would have ever voted for Kerry, based on your clear lack of passion and commitment to any of the issues that he supports and that you purport to care about.

> President Bush won on values, yes, but not hatred of gays or any other
> stereotype you have in your head about Bush voters like me.

Not at all. There were plenty of others who hated gays; they don't need you. Others will craft the legislation and enforce it; you’ve given them your hearty OK with your vote for George W. Bush. You were one of those who sold the gays (including the ones with the ‘queer’ tattoos) down the river. You don't hate them, but their problems simply aren't that important to you. The one thing you seemed to express passion about was FEAR. The fear of terrorists, the fear of your red state being attacked, and especially the fear of being treated with no respect by a venomous liberal talk-show host. So you're one of the ones who voted against their instincts because you have a vague impression that Bush is going to make America safer. I hope you're right, because all those civil rights you're willing to give up are going to make many people's lives miserable. Not to mention those limbless Iraqi children.

> He won because he has values, clearly defined values, and even though I
> agree with little of what he believes, at least I know what he believes. At
> least I know that he really does believe in something. At least I know that he
> will do what he says he will do.

Yes, Bush does believe in something. He believes in many things. And you're going to get plenty of them in the next four years. As am I. And now you can't say, "well, I didn't really know he was for this, or that." because you yourself have rejoiced in his clarity on these issues. You're right; we've never faced a clearer choice. And you chose. It's interesting that you recoil from him, yet you're impressed by his clarity. So why are you trying to wriggle out of having supported his agenda? You can't vote for Lincoln without freeing the slaves, you can't vote for Hitler without condemning the Jews to the gas chambers, and you can't vote for George Bush without condoning all those 'values'.

> Treat the President with at least as much civility, if not respect, as you
> would've wanted right-wingers to give a President Kerry.

In terms of civility towards the President, a moment of silence for Monica, please. President Bush has not tried to win my respect; he has trampled on many of the rights and freedoms that Americans like me hold dear.

> Do you maybe, just maybe, see where I'm coming from?
>
> I doubt it. But I had to try.
>
> A Very Sad American

Yes, you are A Very Sad American. I'm sad too, that you had so little hope and faith in your own intuitions and instincts that you worried more about the 'abuse' you were getting from talk radio than about the issues you profess to care about. In searching for that respect you've embraced one of the most self-described conservative agendas in our history. And you've cast your vote for the first President since Herbert Hoover to lose jobs. The highest deficit in our history, after a record surplus. A war based on cooked intelligence and a neo-con philosophy of American pre-emptive war and military hegemony in the Middle East. An administration with strong ties to corrupt companies like Halliburton. and Enron. Yes, you've chosen a President with clear beliefs. Clear beliefs on 'moral values': No gay marriage. Pro-death penalty. Roe v. Wade overturned. So that's who you voted for, and still you don’t sound happy. Why try to explain your way out of it? Be proud, Republican! As Bush said to John Kerry, "you can run, but you can't hide."

November 9, 2004 at 8:28 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Does anyone ever truly "vote their conscience" in a Presidential election? In my experience, it's all about choosing the lesser of two (or more) evils.

Issues are complicated. There are shades of grey in all of them, and each person gives a different weight to each of the myriad issues that swirl through the campaign season. Some people even give weight to issues that the candidates entirely ignore.

But, choosing a President is never a truly clear-cut decision.

All of you who deride A Sad American for being conflicted: please try to understand that part of the freedom of choice to which we are all entitled includes the freedom to be conflicted, to not completely make up one's mind on every little thing -- or even every big thing.

Who are you to tell another what choices he or she should make, or how he or she should think?

November 10, 2004 at 6:17 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Well then, who is she to lecture us on how 'we can get her vote' when, by your rationale, she has no friggin idea herself?

November 10, 2004 at 6:53 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

So that's who you voted for, and still you don’t sound happy. Why try to explain your way out of it?This is John Galt speaking:
"You have destroyed all that which you held to be evil and achieved all that which you held to be good. Why, then, do you shrink in horror from the sight of the world around you? That world is not the product of your sins, it is the product and the image of your virtues. It is your moral ideal brought into reality in its full and final perfection."

Captain Slack
http://www.livejournal.com/~aberranteyes

November 10, 2004 at 9:22 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thank you, thank you, Captain Slack. After your quote, I followed your link and read as much of John Galt's speech as I could find, and I plan to immediately go find Atlas Shrugged. For anyone who hasn't read the whole speech, I would highly recommend it!

November 11, 2004 at 9:54 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I really hope this gets just as many hits. Yes, many of us are disappointed in/with John Kerry. No, he wasn't the "ideal" liberal/dem/blue (whatever) candidate. BUT, to vote for BUSH just because you don't want to give Kerry the satisfaction is immature and a PRESIDENTIAL ELECTION is NOT the place for it!

There was a letter posted on the Kerry Campaign Blog which started, "Dear Johns" that said much of the same thing - she said she was 20-something as well, and in it she wrote that "lesser of two evils" wasn't good enough for her.

People - face the facts - there were only 2 real candidates, 2 real choices up for election - Bush or Kerry. Pick one. If the "lesser of two evils" isn't good enough then who is??

And, well said when you pointed out how she disagrees with Bush, but hey, at least she knows where he stands! Yes, we know where he stands - that's why we DIDN'T vote for him.

AARGH!! Maybe we should have to start making people apply to vote. Are you informed? No? Then no voter card for you. What? You only watch FOX News? Denied! What? Farenheit 9/11 is where you got ALL your informaion? Denied!

LOL.

Thanks again for posting a response to that letter.

Signed,
A single working Mom from a *gasp* red state in the South.

November 11, 2004 at 11:55 AM  

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